Repent for the Kingdom of God is at hand.
From the days of John the Baptist until now, the kingdom of heaven suffers violence, and the violent take it by force.
Violence is part of this life. You will suffer violence if you are for God's Kingdom because there are many that want their own kingdom (selfishness)
God's Kingdom is based out of who He is ( Love unconditional) If you are born again you are a new creation in Christ Jesus. You have surrendered your soul to Him. Your mind, will, and emotions are completely dominated by the Holy Spirit rather than the lust of the Flesh. His will becomes your will. No longer I who live but Christ in me the hope of glory now lives move breaths and in Him we have our being.
In length of days is understanding.
Understanding is to depart from evil.
When you wake early in the morning and give God the first part of your day in seeking Him first in prayer and in His word to know Him you will find yourself growing in wisdom and understanding. You will begin to know Him more and He will have time with you to Know you when the time comes.
Jesus said if you eat my flesh and drink my blood then I will abide in you and you in me. To eat Jesus' flesh is to completely submit your own flesh unto the Holy Spirit. To drink His blood is to believe in the finished work of Jesus Christ death on the cross, resurrection, and ascension into heaven.
You are made a new Creation in Christ Jesus. The Old has passed away. Behold He makes all things new. Your past no longer defines you, He does. Your job no longer defines you, He does. Your family no longer defines you, He does. Your situation no longer defines you, He does. Your circumstances no longer define you, He does. Your past is dead. Jesus is alive. Your old self full of selfishness is dead to itself, because you are a new creation in Christ Jesus ( love unconditional in the flesh) The Word made flesh. We are to be transformed by the renewing of our minds.